It's been four years since my father was killed.
I'm gonna try and keep busy, spend the day focused on other things. Gilmore Girls will provide comfort TV--I ended up buying all 7 seasons, and am only at the start of season 2, so I could spend all day on that if I want to. May also immerse myself in attention-holding technical stuff. We'll see. Hot tub in the evening.
I don't have anything much to say on this topic at this point. Haven't been coping with anything well lately; gonna try to just treat myself carefully for the day.
Apologies if my journal is hard to see today--tried to do an inverted color scheme, but Movable Type's 4.x templates are amazingly difficult to recolor. (I applied the desired color scheme to every class, ID, and tag I could find, and it still didn't completely work.) Finally decided it wasn't worth fighting it any more. If you have trouble reading something here, just come back Sunday, when it'll be back to normal.