{"id":11018,"date":"2008-03-07T09:57:16","date_gmt":"2008-03-07T17:57:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kith.org\/journals\/jed\/2008\/03\/07\/11018.html"},"modified":"2008-03-07T09:57:16","modified_gmt":"2008-03-07T17:57:16","slug":"three-years-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/2008\/03\/07\/three-years-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Three years"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Today's the third anniversary of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.kith.org\/journals\/jed\/2006\/03\/07\/3428.html\">my father's murder<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Been doing more or less okay, though once again haven't been sleeping well. Always something different on the sleep front; this past week or so the sleep issue has been an occasional weird dry\/sore throat that wakes me up and then goes away after a few minutes. Then this morning I had an academic nightmare of a brand-new-for-me sort, about defending an (undergrad) thesis to a panel of professors (particularly odd because this is something I never did in real life), ending with what I can only assume is my subconscious's clumsily heavy-handed attempt at a metaphor: I had spent all of the allotted time trying to dig up a copy of my thesis, and the professors had gotten up to leave, and I was begging them to give me more time so I could give my presentation, and one of them said something like \"You can't <em>give<\/em> someone more time. You can only <em>take<\/em> time from them.\" (And then explained that by \"take\" they meant \"waste their time by making them wait for you.\") ~Yes, yes, very funny, Mr. Subconscious. You really aren't very good at subtlety, are you?~<\/p>\n<p>Anyway. I'm gonna go to work today, and I think my plan for the evening is to relax on my own at home. Or, if I'm feeling up to it, possibly to go help Kam move. We'll see.<\/p>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today&#8217;s the third anniversary of my father&#8217;s murder. Been doing more or less okay, though once again haven&#8217;t been sleeping&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11018","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-death"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11018","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11018"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11018\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11018"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11018"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11018"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}