{"id":11405,"date":"2008-08-26T01:37:48","date_gmt":"2008-08-26T08:37:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kith.org\/journals\/jed\/2008\/08\/26\/11405.html"},"modified":"2008-08-26T01:37:48","modified_gmt":"2008-08-26T08:37:48","slug":"mental-paralysis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/2008\/08\/26\/mental-paralysis\/","title":{"rendered":"Mental paralysis"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I'm having a hard time getting things done.<\/p>\n<p>I have a long to-do list, full of important things I need to do--paying bills, editing and reading stories, responding to emails, lots of magazine administrative stuff, things to buy, answering machine messages to listen to, people to contact, etc.<\/p>\n<p>And that's not even counting a similarly long to-do list at work.<\/p>\n<p>But I'm somehow finding it nearly impossible to actually do most of the things on the list.<\/p>\n<p>I'm getting some productive things done, including one or two things from the list. I did finally pay some bills this morning, for example, and I went grocery shopping today (several days after running out of most of my staples), and I finally did some dishes a few days ago.<\/p>\n<p>And I've finally started moving on some of the magazine stuff. As of yesterday, we're \"only\" four weeks behind on reading submissions, and over the weekend I managed to do some important magazine stuff that I said I would do \"in a few days\" a month ago.<\/p>\n<p>And I've finally started moving on some of the work stuff. Last week I had to send an unfortunate number of notes that started out \"I'm sorry I didn't finish this a month ago\" or two months ago, or in one unfortunate instance eight months ago. Anyway, it's not like I haven't done <em>anything<\/em> in the last month or two, it's just that I have a whole lot on my plate and, what with travel and being sick and, mainly, general inertia and tenseness, I haven't done enough of it lately.<\/p>\n<p>So I'm slowly beginning to make some progress and overcome some inertia. But there's still a lot to be done and a long to go to dig myself out of the hole that's risen up around me while I've been sitting here paralyzed into inaction.<\/p>\n<p>All of this partly by way of an apology to anyone reading this who's been waiting for something from me. I don't have any excuses (another thing I've had to say too often lately). Will try to get moving shortly.<\/p>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m having a hard time getting things done. I have a long to-do list, full of important things I need&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11405","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11405","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11405"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11405\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11405"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11405"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}