{"id":1788,"date":"2004-02-11T22:00:16","date_gmt":"2004-02-12T06:00:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kith.org\/journals\/jed\/2004\/02\/11\/1788.html"},"modified":"2004-02-11T22:00:16","modified_gmt":"2004-02-12T06:00:16","slug":"calming-down","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/2004\/02\/11\/calming-down\/","title":{"rendered":"Calming down"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Have been panicky and tense for the last few days; there was a lot I was supposed to get done over the weekend but didn't (much of it stuff that various people were waiting for me to do), so I decided to do it Monday night, and then what with the flat tire and one thing and another, by the time I sat down to work on Monday night I was in too bad a mood to be able to concentrate on anything.<\/p>\n<p>But Tuesday morning I paid a bunch of bills and dealt with various important papers (most of which were due 2\/15 or 2\/16, so it was just in time) and confirmed that my financial situation isn't as bad as I had feared it might be, and Tuesday evening I turned off the phone and IM and mostly didn't check email and plowed through a bunch of the reading I needed to do.  More of same this morning and this evening, and though I've still got a lot to do, I'm not quite as panicked about it as I've been, which is why I'm allowing myself a few minutes for a journal entry.<\/p>\n<p>Spent some time early this afternoon working (on the computer) outside (I usually work at home on Wednesdays); the sunshine was really nice.  (Um, apologies to those of you still in winter; that's not meant to be smug.)  And I've been listening to various bits of cheering-Jed-up music.  And eating chicken tikka masala.  And it all helps briefly, and then I get stressed again.  No fun.<\/p>\n<p>On the plus side, I made substantial progress on my Zeppelin story over the weekend.  And I've got a three-day weekend coming up, which should give me a little more time to either get more caught up or go sit in the redwoods or at the beach or just in a park and relax a little.  We'll see.<\/p>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Have been panicky and tense for the last few days; there was a lot I was supposed to get done&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1788","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1788","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1788"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1788\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1788"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1788"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kith.org\/jed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1788"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}